sireh pulang ke gagang

salamunalaik~

meninggalkan kelantan semlm,menerbitkan sejuta rasa...
gembira,sedih,terharu,terkejut,penat,rindu,teruja,sakit hati,meyampah,benci,meluat,redha,sabar..........
hmm,,,ntah la,mcm-mcm lagi...
selamat tinggal kelantan,tanah ilmu ku sebelum ke MEsiR...insyaALLAH...
semoga ALLAH melimpah kan rahmat atas pensyarah2 yg mengajar...
semoga silaturrahim antara kami kekal....
semoga perjalanan hidup kami diberkati....
semoga perjuangan kami semakin nmpk fokusnya....
semoga kami bermula dgn baik di mesir kelak...
semoga kami terus menyambung jihad dgn berkobar-kobar....
semoga kami terus sedar bhw kamilah anak muda pelapis para pemimpin....
semoga kami menjadi bakal doktor yg berkhidmat untuk AGAMA,bkn WANG...
amiin~

sadness

in the name of ALLAH~
i've exam today...Al-quran and arabic...i'm SOooooOO down....x dpt jwb pon arab td tu...ssh yg amat kot...ak phm ustz ajar,tp,xleh jwb bile dlm exam...(ke mmg ak x PHM??)haisH~it really makes me sick!!rse macm wat spm je...and i knOw that i'll get worse than other subjects...Grrr~
mak,bapak...maafkn adik ye~bkn adik x bljr....tp adik mmg allergi ngn exam yg merangkumi i'rab2 tu....marfu',mansub ngn segala mcm lg tu....
suppOsely,kteOrag xyah bljr da mnde tu sbb kteorg bkn nye amik ULUm islaMIyah...tp,ilmu kn~kne la study gak....seriOusly~ak study OK,tp tlg la jgn suro ak exam ARAB!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s;i'm so down,so i've read LA TAHZAN book,,,it's quite ok after i realized that ALLAH loves me in that way....Alhamdulillah....thank you ALLAH~(>_<)

when i'm HOT~

i LOVE you all~

salamunalaik~
i'm HOT???huhu,,,no,no,,,YOU're HOTter!(>_<)(intan,ko tau spe kn??)huhu
today,class with ustaz yuzakki started on 8.30,,,mmg berdebar weyh~we've pre-test on writing,,,,it's not ordinary test beb,,,,kne tulis surah al-mulk,al-qalam and sOOoo on in juzuk 30,,,on paper!in 1 hour!gle berapi ak,,,,hafal ok la,,,nak tulis blk,mmg kalut a,,,x tipu,,,huhu~tp,ustz dgn baik hatinye,gave me 18/20!=) alhamdulillah......sYUkron ya ustaz,,,,then,ustaz said,our test 4 next week will be on wednesday also which is writing,,,,hmm~"saya nak tambah lagi la surah nye,,,ok,awak semua tanda ye,,,surah al-buruj,al-a'ala,surah al-haqqah,surah al-shams,al-inshiqaq,,,,bla,bla,bla"(bnyk sgt,smpi x tertulis ni!)
ya ALLAH~berilh ak kekuatn tok menghafal ni,,,,
astaghfirullah,,,jauhkan la ak dari segala kekusutan,,,


and~after da class over,i've got da HOTTest news,,,radhziah have decided to go to maktab in sabah,,,,i'm hOt ok?!she would not tell me until today!then,it's just only a few hours i got 2 spend time with her,,,she goin' to go back 2 KL tomorrow evening,,,seriously,ak sedeh gle radh,,,sbb skjp sgt rsenye dpt bersame ngn ko,,,,but i DO REALLY appreciate it!our friendship will never end,,,promised me,k??

tu satu bnda HOT,ni lg satu,,,,supposely,we've arab ittisoliah class on 12 noon,,,but,almost all my classmates 'tuang'!sakit betol ati ku ini!!ni la yg PALING wat ak HOT!!hish~mntng2 la ustaz ghazali 2 sgt2 la baik,,,,korg ni,,,,yg boys lg a,sprg pon x dtg do!!!!tau la korg mmg da pandai kan??tp xyah a berlagak sgt,,,when i loOked into ustaz ghazali's eyes,i'm sure that he was dissappointed!mmg la kat mulut beliau kate 'la baksa,,,la baksa',,,tp,dlm hati???

you knOw???the fatherly and benignly lOok of him really make me guilty,,,,just imagine,4 org je yg dtg kls!!!EMPAT weh!!!adoi~sadis sungguh,,,,but the POInt that i'm so HOT just now is,aku tak bolah nak tegur kawan sndr,,,,haish~i hate those feeling!!!!!!!!!i'm not not a good friend ='(

P/s:true friends scolds like a dad,cares like mom,teases like a sister,irritates like brother,and love you more than your Lover~i do reaaly hope that i can be a TRUE fren,but i know that i could'nt,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i'm soRRy friends!!!

MISSING~

assalamualaikum....
today is da last day 4 SMART STUdy slot...i've found that my heart quite sad,,,hahaha(seriously beb!no tipu2 ma!!)mr.ahmad marican have his own style 2 teach us...even at the beginning its quite BOring~ha.ha.ha. but i can't deny that his technique on mind mapping gave me neW experience....

happy ~

salamunalaik~
kaifa halukum???ana bi khoirin~alhamdulillah....hmm,yesterday!!huhu=)
i'm done with my presentation...about medicine...hahaha!!!haPPily to say that MY group is THE BEST!!!!
seriously,i feel gOOoooood!!alhamdulillah....i love 2 felt this way....
4 da 1st time,in kelantan i feel like i'm in bndr baru bangi...hahaha(tipu gle do ak!!)xde la sgt,,,tp ok la...
da lme kn x wat presntation brbntuk ilmiah ni....
lg2 psl medic nih...semngt berKObar-kobar a nk wat,,,,
actually,my group present 1 week late than the other 3 groups....sbb masa x mncukupi...
my grOUp member,UMAR,Mira,Mizan,n Athirah worked hard 4 this presentation..(yeke?huhuhu...)and finally,its worth!
pn.maheran said we got FULL marks 4 TEAMworks and presntatiOn!!!(>_<)
serius!!GUmbira sgt2!!thnks 2 all my friends who gave me full commitment...i love u all!!!



p/s:my presentation is about benign prostatic hyperplasia...its a kind of tumour which my father are diagnosed,,,alhamdulillah,he's quite ok now,,,miss YOU,bapak!!(>_<)

i love them

salamunalaik~

huhu~last friday,i've no class here...well~kelantan kn holiday!!suddenly,da memories came into my sight...ya RABBI~i miss my friends a lot!!!!nisa,mun,miza,BILAH,clah,kuza,jem,aween,nani,ainaa,nadh kadir and soooo on!!!~ouh!!i pray for ALLAH's rahmat to all of them....i really miss them...

hmmm,sbb da boring kn,ak pon asyik memekak je a kat bilik 2...tetibe!msj msk....ak pon bkk a,,,,dr BILAH!ya ALLAH...KAU maha mendengar!!hati ku melonjak kegembiraan...BUT,,,bkk2 je msj 2..."abg mcm mne nk pgi uia 2??kan midvalley 2 tros...pastu,nk gi mne??naik atas ke trn jln bwh 2??"
huh!confirm....missending msg ma....so frustated do...huuu~then,i call her!!!!!!!i told her that she send da wrong msg to da wrong number...hahaha...terkezUT beruk die bila i said that i'm AIMAN!waa~"aiman...rindunye kat ko!"
ceh,ak lg rindu kat ko kot!!!bpe kali la ak misscall ko BILAH ooi~tp x lyn,,,,
hahaha...rupe2nye,simcard die hilang,and 4 da long time she thought that my number is her brother's!die naek pelek a npe la abg ak nk asyik misscall je....xpe a...ak maafkan la...
huhu~yg penting ko masih knl ak siapa...(cewah,touching2 lak!)hahahahaha
bilah said that she was on her way to uia...(nk lawat SHIDA!!)
bilah~sampai ati ko xnk lawat ak kn???hmm,,,,(ko ingt klntn 2 mcm BTP-country homes?)hahaha,,,,xpe a....ak redha berada disini,,,klu ak xde kat cni,mungkin rase rindu kat sekolah,kat kwn2 x sekuat ni....
rindu mak??bapak??MESTI la!!!hahahaha....tp,kne a tahan do....as my early training...=)nnt da sampai egypt,xkn la nk tepon mak nanges2 lg...huhu(>_<)

back 2 da story,after i'd zohor....BILAH call me...i picked up the phone with all of my excitement....to talk to my lovely fren...and,guess what???ad a lot of suara behind hers!!!!ad sore jem,aween,kuza,,,,arghh!!!
they gathered at Um withOUT ME!!!so sadis ma....adoi~sabarla wahai hati,,,
smpai menitis airmata ak nk bersama dgn korg!!rase cam nk meraung,,,,tp,ak masih waras...i knew that they called me because they care for me....thank you my dear friends!!

hmmm~lagi satu story!!huhuhu,,,,once a week i've a session with ahmad marican under SMARTstudy slot....and last 2 weeks,he asked all of us to spill out about our best fren....in the form of mind map...hmm~GUESS WHO that i wrote about??
she was,KHAIRUN NISA MOHD ZAIDAN!!!!seriously,i've been thinking bout her a lot 4 da whole weeks...hahahaha
sOOooo unbelievable!!i miss u NISA!!!




p/s;kasih ALLAH itu luas.cinta ALLAH itu hakiki.tapi,ALLAH telah pinjamkan pada hamba-hambaNYA agar mereka bersyukur.alhamdulillah YA RAHMAN,YA RAHIM....KAU kurniakan aku IBU BAPA yang penyayang,keluarga yg baik,guru-guru yang berdedikasi,dan kawan-kawan yang sayangkan aku sebagaimana aku sayangkan mereka...ya ALLAH,berkatilah hidup mereka,lapangkan dada-dada mereka,mudahkan bagi mereka jalan mereka....sesungguhnya ya RABBI,kami berada diambang jihad(menuntut ilmu)....maka,berikanlah kami pertolongan-MU....jangan KAU jauhkan kami dari segenap rahmat MU~amiin...............

rindu~

happy father's day!!!
bapak....
adik rindu BAPAK sangat-sangat!!!!
kasih sayang BAPAK tak terbalas dgn kata-kata...
tak terbayar dgn wang ringgit...
tak ternilai dgn segunung emas permata...
karana apa???
kerana,kasih sayang BAPAK buat kami semua ikhlas kerana ALLAH...
syukron ya abi~!!!!!

kelantan

assalamualaikum...

hye~heLLo!!are you all in gOod condition?gRrr!!!!!!i'm so sick of being stuck in this town...not because of i hate kelantan,but i hate for felt this way which is MISSING MY HOME....seriously.(fullstop)don't ask me why...
people would say this to me.."la...kan da biasa dok asrama...takkan la homesick lg kot??"huh!what da heck?is it wrong for anyone who miss their family?huh??answer me please???i've been here alone for 3 weeks...so what if i want go back to my home town??

i'm doing my foundation studies here..at tanjong mas,pengkalan chepa....i learned arabic ammiyah and fushah...guess what?after i got my spm result,i promise to my self that i might not take any arabis as one of my maddah...but!ALLAH have said in quran,(maksudnya)"it might be you like something but its actually bad for you,and it might be you hate something but it is actually GOOD for you.."
so,i think this is the way ALLAH want me to know HIM deeply...alhamdulillah,so far my study comes quite easy....hope that ALLAH will always give me this such of strength!amiin~and,as i'm here my father were done with his surgery...worried ma that time!but, ALLAH know the BEST for us....
and i've found that arabic is not that hard even i got C5 for spm...hahaha('SWEeT meMORry")bapak always said that he believe in me....he always motivate me in the way he talk...he never said that i'm s***id even i've failed in mid-term exam last year!!i love YOU so much BAPAK!!he just said that i need to increase my effort...huh~what a very LOVELY father i have!!!

YA ALLAH,berikanlah kelimpahan rahmat KAU keatas ayah ku...berkatilah hidup kedua ibu bapa ku yg sgt berjasa....sYUKran ya RAHMAN YA RAHIM,for my MOM AND

lama tak menaip!!

salamunalaik~

apa khabar semua??waduh,waduh,waduh~lama dong ak ngak menaip ni....rindu banget ...huhu...sebenarnye ak sedang bertungkus lumus bljr bhs arab kat KELANTAN ni....kursus 2 bln...so far,ok la....start 2 weeks ago...TAPI,for only a few weeks ni,da mcm2 mnde jadi...

nak tau tak???ni cerita sengal la....my 1st day kat klntn....

hmm...cani...ak dtg mndaftar kat tmpt kursus 2 lewat 3 hari....org len daftar ari sabtu ahad,ak lak dtg hari rabu...and,on the wednesday i'm lone ranger gi la kat kelantan tu...nek flight kul 7.30 pg....smpi kat mator faris petra,pengkalan chepa lbh krg kul 8.30 pagi....ak pon teros amik cab gi kompleks masjid ABIM(tmpt kursus)....mahal gile kot cab de!!!RM23!!pdhal dkt gile kot airport tu dgn kompleks 2....hee~mntang2 la ak ni br smpi,dorg pon pakat la kenakan ak kot....ceh!

ak sampai2 teros daftar plus byr yuran....ustaz pon bwk la ak nek tros kat kls...and my luggage were sent to my roOm...dgn muke selamba badaknye,ak msk kls QURAN pagi tu....semua pndng pelek je!!spe dak ni??da a dtg lmbt...x penah jumpe pon...hahaha....malu siot~da a ustaz tu siap sengal suro ak capub diri kat depan...

malu je...ok la tu...lps duduk je,kne knlkn diri...pastu,ustaz pon amik kesempatan a ...mntng2 ak bdk baru,de suro ak lak dgr kan bacaan AL-FATIHAH ak...fuhh~!lega...ok la...tp ak ad wakaf kat 8 tmpt....slh la 2...baru ak tau...alhamdulillah...

after QURAN lesson end,i go back to my room to settle my luggage.penat 2!lom habis pnt nek flight(POYO JE...55 MIN JE KOT!!hahaha)x kesah a...yg pntng ak pening x hilang lagi...kemas2 sket brg,kne msk kls blk...arab ittisoliah...ak kemas brg sket2 je...kuar kn brg dr beg kecik...beg besar x larat a nk kemas lg....xpe2...kemas lps blk kls a...(dlm fikiran ak berkata-kata)huhu...msk a kls arab 4 da first time...hmm...not bad a...ustaz 2 pon mmg best la..."ana Ghazali,wa anti?"huhu...masa teros berlau hingga 1jam 45 minit...akhirnya ustaz tamat kn la sesi pembelajaran...perot ak pon da meronta-ronta mintak diisi...lapar sey~dr pg x mkn...huhu~jusretu ak pon berjln a dgn gumbira tok mkn...skali,msk2 je bilik..................................

BEG BESAR ak kne selongkar!!!yg td ak akte x sempat nk kemas tu...ad org tolong 'KEMAS'kn plak....!!!menggelabah puyuh a ak....duit yg ak letak kat baju2,HILANG!!!KENE CURI!!!gRRr~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!da a duit blnje ak tok 2 bulan kat dlm 2....bapak bg....huish~RM500 tu...bkn sket...mau x nanges ak...cis,biadap nye pencuri....roOmmate ak sorg 2 kne amik dompet de...habis a kad bank,ic n lesen de....ak nseb bek bwk sume 2 kat dlm handbag...hmm....lme gak a ak nanges...sbb ak teringt kat bapak kat umah...ayah ak ssh2 cari duit,ak hilangkan lak..oh~sadisnye!!huh~anak apekah ak ni....sedeh weh...dugaan ALLAH tok org yg lalai cam ak ni....ALLAH masih syg kan ak....alhamdulillah...hmm~after that i call kak murni...tell her what had happened..

ayat kak murni yg first..."ko knape??jatuh ke??"hahaha....akak ni...agak2 la...takkan la nk kol akak semate-mate sbb org jatuh...klu kne lnggar ke logik a gak...tp mmg patot pon akak ckp cam2...da 2,ckp nanges2,sedu2....mne a a x saspens...pdhal mse kat kls arab sblm 2 kak murni br je klo tnye ak ok ke x??da smpi ke blom a...and ak lak ckp everythings just fine....skali tetbe je....x smpi sejam ak kol kak murni,nanges2...hahaha.memalukan btol a....akak da janji xnk bgtau mak kn??fuuhh~lega ak .....petang 2 ustaz bwk la gi balai...wat report...

so....for the the rest of my days at that hostel,kne jd sgt2 berhati-hati.....kunci locker!bwk duit gi mne2....smpan kat tmpt len selain baju(kot!)huhuhu.......peristiwa ni mnjadikan ak lebih matang..(yeke?)ntah a....tp,sbb dok jauh dr keluarga,melatih ak tok bersedia a....nnt kat mesir,xtau la ap lg yg bakal menanti kat sana....hope everythin' gonna be Ok~huhu....

p/s:kasih sayang ALLAH x terbatas....dlm pelbagai bntuk DIA tunjukkan...cuma kita ni,antara sedar ataupun tidak je...hmm~fikir-fikirkan lah....

salamun 'alaik~

baru semalam diumumkan ir.nizar sbg menteri besar.elok je lepas tu,zambry kembali diumum sgi MB yg kononnye sah la.aku mula terfikir,sejak bila la pulak mahkamah rayuan ni bersidang sepantas kilat?tak menyempat-nyempat nak bersidang.elok lak tu,bersidang semata-mata krn kerajaan.huish~nampak sgt la biasnya.
hari ni aku belek-belek la semua paper yg bapak beli.dari utusan sampai la harakah,semua aku baca.ap yang menarik diri aku utk menaip diblog ialah mengenai seorg imam dipecat dari jawatannya gara-gara bacaan doa yg diketuainya.
begini kisahnya...beliau(imam Bukit Damansara)dipecat krn kononnya doa yg bibaca beliau ada unsur-unsur politik.setiap imam diwajibkan membaca teks khutbah yg disediakan oleh JAKIM.menurut imam berkenaan,beliau membaca keseluruhan teks tanpa mengubahnya,cuma ada sedikit pengemasan kpd doa.
doa yg disediakan oleh JAKIM adalah dlm bhs arab,justeru beliau tlh menambah dgn sedikit terjemahannya.dlm BM nya,doa tersebut ada menyeru agar pemerintah bersikap adil dan telus.tujuannaya agar jemaah lebih menghayati dan memahami maksud doa tersebut.malangnya,ada diantara jemaah tu mungkin buta hatinya,tidak mahu menghayati malahan menuduh beliau berpolitik.
adakah satu kesalahan utk seseorg itu memanjatkan doa utk kebaikan?aku terfikir,apakah ada doa politik dgn tidak??mereka yg sempit pemikirannya akan terus-terusan melarang berpolitik dimasjid.kononnya,pisahkan lah agama dgn politik.namun,mereka ini sama sekali tak menyedari hakikat bhw politik dan ISLAM mmg tak blh diasingkan.
jejaki lah agama,kita akan dapati ISLAM ni syumul dari segenap aspek.hingga tahap utk berpolitik.bayangkan lah,seorg ustaz yg bercakap mengenai hudud misalnya terus dicop sedang berpolitik.dangkal sungguh pemikian!sedangkan ustaz tersebut hanya menegakkan agama.
aku sering berfikir,adakah org yg marah perkara agama yg dibangkitkan pembangkang ini tidak beragama??tergamak mereka menolak agama secara terang-terangan!nauzubillah..fikirlah menggunakan akal,jgn guna nafsu!yelah...pemimpin-pemimpin pembangkang kebanyakkannya mempertahankan isu agama.takkan la dek krn berlainan parti,sedikit pun taknak berganjak dan bergerak menurut agama?sampai ada yg mempertikaikan kewipan memakai tudung!hish....ada ke patut mereka kata,tak semestinya org yg bertudung tu baik...nauzubillah...menghina agama tu,blh terbatal iman..
satu lagi,mengenai pilihanraya kecil bukit gantang yg lalu.Ir.nizar sekali lg dicalonkan.nak dijadikan cerita,suatu hari beliau ke surau seperti hari-hari yg lainnya(beliau mmg sering ke surau/masjid utk bertemu rakyat)yang kebetulannya ramai penyokong kerajaan ada disitu utk mengadakan bacaan yassin dan solat hajat.solat maghrib kemudiannya diimam kan oleh beliau dan beliau memberi sedikit tazkirah dan bacaan hadith.
namun apa yang mengecewakan,keesokkan harinya terpampang di akhbar arus perdana yg mengatakan beliau berpolitik dimasjid!sehinggakan ada pemimpin parti "UBNO" ini yg memperlekehkan beliau.antara ayat pemimpin berkenaan ialah "kalau setakat baca sikit hadith,terangkan,saya pon boleh".
oh,wahai pemimpin(yg kononnya bolah memimpin tu!)mmg la awk tu pon blh bg tazkirah.tapi bkn ke dlm agama sendiri menggalakkan kita saling mengingatkan?dangkal sungguh pemikiran mu wahai amirul"UBNO"!!apakah disebabkan berlainan parti,awk tak blh nak dgr peringatan dari saudara seISLAM?ada pulak tu yg kata,'nizar tak malu ke menjadi imam yg kebnykkn makmum nya ahli "UBNO"?'haish~ni sudah lebih!tak kan lah nak solat pon kena asing-asing.dah kata org ISLAM,mmg surau la tempatnya kita nak bersatu.adoiyai~
tak paham ak dgn mereka ni.kata pemimpin,belajar pon takdelah yg smpi darjah enam je kot.tapi,semua pendek akal!terlalu sempit!tak mahu langsung keluar dari kepompong politik dek krn menegakkan benang yg basah.salah kah bersatu demi agama?perlukah menghina saudara seISLAM yg mungkin lbh berilmu dari kita menyampai kan ilmunya?ada hadith Rasullullah yg bermaksud,"sampaikanlah walaupun sepotong ayat".hayati maknanya,nescaya kita akan sedar siapa diri kita serta apa hak org sekeliling kita.

wallahualam~......

2 bulan!!!!!!

hari ni genaplah 2 bulan ak menganggur dirumah!!huhu~since i've finished the national service(11 mac 2009)...laa~x sngke plak da dua bulan ak tercongok kat umah...hmm..putar blk masa...klu kat kem,ak tgh kawad kot time2 cani..yeKE??(tido je kot!!huhu..)2 month at home,ap ak da wat ha??ad la tlg2 mak...kemas rumah,bersihkan kebun,tido,bce buku,jln2,sUrf internet!!(of couse)gi mkn2 ngn yen...huhu...banyak lagi a...

adakah lebih baik ak berada kat PLKn or at my home??secara jujur nye,kem 2 x mengubah apa2 dlm diri ak...ak rse Plkn is just mEMbAZIR!!utk ap??xde lngsng pembangunan diri remaja kat situ...tiap2 hari kne tengking cam bdk kecik...is it really work for us,which already 18??!!tlg la...ak rasa program yg sepatutnye dirangka ialah TAMRIN.mcm yg skola buat...dpt lak klu JL2 2 mcm kakak DARUL QURAN...br la ad pembaharuan sket...ni x,yg nk mengajar 2 lg terok,mne a bdk nk dgr kate...tol x??ad ke patot cikgu pon merokok??cne a nk tnjuk cnth terbaik kat pelatih2...

ap yang pasti,klu ak diberi peluang ntk ke khidmat negara sekali lagi,ak akan kate TAK NAK!!!huhu~ye a...ade baik nye klu duit yg dibazirkan kat national service ni diberi kpd org2 miskin...so far,duit 450 yg ak dpt 2 ak sndr x gunekan dgn baik...blk2 wat joli~hmm...x berkembang lngsng...ouh~diri ni bkn nye bagos sgt nk nasihat kerajaan,tp ade baik nye PLKN ni teros dikaji....agar kepentingn negara dan agama tetap seiring!ap la mknenye klu pegi khidmat negara tp solat x terurus gak??siap ad yg ponteng lg...haish~ssh la...ye a,mne x nye...nk tgk jurulatih2 solat kat surau pon ssh,ni kan pulak nk tgk pelatih2 berjemaah...

p/s:pengajaran melalui teladan~itu yg penting!!!jadi,sama-sama kita betulkan diri untuk menjadi contoh kpd anak-anak kita kelak~wallahualam....

adik sayang mak....

ibu.ibu.engkaulah.ratu hatiku.bila ku berduka.engkau hiburkan selalu.ibu.ibu.engkaulah.ratu HATIku.

saat aku berduka,mak sentiasa disisi.saat aku sakit,mak lah pengubatnya.terima kasih mak!.tiada apa yang dapat menggantikan tempat mak dihati kami semua.chef terhebat adalah mak.doktor terunggul adalah mak.motivator terbaik juga adalah mak.kami sayang mak sangat!!

haPpY momeNt~

batch kami
0408

we think about tomorrow like we think about now.can we survive it out there?.can we make it somehow?.i guess i thought that this would never end.and suddenly it's like we're women an men.will the past be a shadow that will follow us around.will these memories fade when i leave this town?.i keep-keep thinking that it's not a goodbye.keep on thinking it's our time to fly.as we go on.we remember.all the times we had together.and as our lives change.come whatever.we will still be friends forever~

kecil kah?

waaA~da smpi pon rumah ku yg best sgt ni..huhu..pg ni,bgn lmbt gle!!adoi~ntah a npe..penat sgt ke?hmm...bgn2 mak ku syg da jerit,"adik tolong cakar kan rumput kat serai2 tu...semlm da ad org potong rumput".Ouh~sepantas kilat ak memakai sweater ngn tudung,lalu keluar menuju ke rimbunan serai2 yg bapak ku tanam...huhu...so,then i tOok da pencakar n start my work...pergH!!lme gak a ak x menonggeng cani...sakit gak la pinggang...tp serOnok!sbb da lme x keluarkn peluh...rse cam br lps game netball je...(>_<)

tetibe rindu sgt nk men netball!!!weh,jOm la men...miza,nisa,bilah,yen...aHh~sume a!gian gle ni..xpe a...justeru ak pon meneruskan lagi kerja ku...cakar punya cakar,senanye dpt lg bnyk smph makanan dr rumput kering!haisH~ni yg membangkitkn rse marah ak ni...ad ke org buang smpah merata2...xde lngsng kesedaran sivik!(ak ad ke?huhu..)ad2...sbb ak kan ahli kELAb peNcinTA ALAm!!(>_<)

kenape ek,org ske campak je bekas minuman kat longkang??da xde kudrat sgt ke nk buang kat dlm tong smpah??klu sume nk cmpak kat ctu,tersumbat la longkang 2..2 pon xleh nk pk ke??hmm..xpe la...ak pon kutip a..da alang2 bersihkn rumput..bkn ke bhgn iman yg plg kecil 2 ialah mengalihkan sesuatu drpd menghalang jln...hmm,justeru ak pon alihkn a agar x menghalang jln air..huhu..ingt la,bia la sekecil-kecil bnda,jauh kan la diri kte dr melakuknnye..cth buang smpah merata-rata..didik diri kita sikit2...jgn sampai diri kita ni DEGIL ...nnt ssh..nasihat pon xleh nk dgr~

Mencegah itu lebih baik dari mengubati.Jadi,cegahlah hati dari menjadi hitam disebabkan dosa-dosa kecil.Didik hati untuk beristighfar setiap kali melakukan dosa kecil~
note:dosa kecil ialah dosa yg tidak ditentukan pembalasan nya di dunia sama ada dalam Al-Quran atau hadith(cth,buang sampah merata-rata!!)

perjuangan bermula~

da lapar sgt nih~huhu

sayang die!!

we happy!!

makan2...senyum2...amik gamba~(>_<)

6 mei~wAAa...its our first gathering....the day b4,im so excited about 2 see all of yOu!!huhu....mlm 2 serius ak x blh tido...haha,ntah a npe...x saba sgt kot nk tnggu pg,nk jmpe korg...adoi~(pdhal sbb tgh hari 2 ak da tido!,,huhu)ak da mule a pk mcm2...terbayang muke batch ak yg kecOh ini,satu persatu....gembira tau bile kenang blk..Ouh~tiada galang ganti nye!kaMoO semua terhebat,4th batch,0408 da best!!serius weh,rindu sgt nk tgk korg....pagi ak bgn kul 5 pg(rObek tau knape,,,huhu)then,ak pon tlg a mak ku masak breakfast~(rajinnye!=)huhu...tetibe mak suro cpt siap...mak kate bpk ad kls kul 9,so kne a anta ak gi komuter awal....ak pon ap lg,mcm palesit a nek ats,bersiap....haha...sekali,smpi kat tang tudung!haish,fail la...tudung ni lembik sgt...last2,ak pon pki a cam ak pki dlm gmba 2...huhu(1st time 2!!)xpe a...mak ak pon da bising suro cpt..trn2 terOs nek kete,bapak anta smpi kat stesen ukm...mmg la sengal~tren da smpi,tp org dpn ak kt kaunter 2 lmbap...ad ke gi bg duit 50 kat situ...terkial gak a pakcik 2 nk cr balance....sabau je lo~(>_<)tnggu a lg 15 min...skali ad annOucemnt lak,kate tren lmbat!!!!!!GRrrrRR!!saba,saba,,,hmm,dok kat m'sia ni mmg...tren x maju2 lg(kesal!huhu)ak pon msj a si mentOr ku(miza!!)suro de tnggu kn ak kt kl sntrl...



sesampai ak di kl sntrl~pergh!!jem n ili pon pakai tudung fesYen same...hahahaha.terase cam klaka la pulak..xpe2..xde a k malu sgt!!(>_<)ktewg pon ap lg...start chatting~bout schOol,mates~frienDs,teachers...hahaha,makin rmi yg suda tiba...TP!si azie x sampei2...ish3~last2 ktewg gerak gi monorel pon da kul 12.15!!hahaha...suppOselY we meet up at 11.00 a.m...but u knOw,jnji mELAyu~hahaha...lmbt do ktewg...smpi2,pergh,da rmi do dak 'PUTERA'...lpk2 kat dpn chiCken haRTz 2!!huhu...segan gile...ktewg lmbt...xpe2(>_<)


gumbira sgt dpt jmpe kwn2 ku...jmpe aweEn!!rindu sgt same die...huhu...ap lg,ktewg pon smbg a memekak kat TS 2..mcm a tmpt 2 ktewg punye c(;
ap blh wat,taik kambing bulat~huhu...Pps BErsatu pon kembali "bersatu"...huhu,cme mOon je xde lg,sbb de lmbt...tp xpe...kami Ttp meriah!!da start da persembahan yg d 'lead' oleh miza...sOnok gile!!(konOn je!!)huhu....

around 1pm,br la blh msk...ktewg pon da kebulur thp cipan....dr pg x mkn,kosngkn perot..ye a,kn buffet...kang x lalu lak nk mkn,rugi je RM20 tu!!huhu...msk2 tu...da nmpk da sume mke kebulOr~haha(termasuk ak!!)bile blh mkn je,ak tRos bgn tnpa segan silunye menuju ke arah ayamgOrenG!!huhu....gueSs wat??latif ckp ak da gEMOK!!!!waA~yeke??haha..xde a...cume tmbah COmel je..(>_<)ala,name pon dok umah...bahagie kn??=)mkn je a,selain tlg mak...huhu...da klu kat skola pon blh naik gak...ni kan pulak kat umah!!

makan2!!!!hahaha~serOnok 2...mkn2 smbil amik gambA!!adoi~sme cam kat cONcorde dlu...lg bnyk amik gamba dr mkn do...huhu(>_<)borak2 nGn kwn2 ku...ouh~sHida,rindu sgt sama kaMoO...last ak jmpe ko mse spm kot!happY sgt dpt jmpe ni...bilah,kuza,nisa,mOon da slalOo sgt kuar sme ngn akOo...smpi rse cam ktewg ni x pnh berpisah...adoi~cne a lps ni??nnt...sme da sibuk,ak sibuk,korg sibuk,kte sme sibuk....dpt x lg kuar sme2 cam ni???='(
seriUs~ak xnk mse ni cpt berlaLoo...korg rmi dpt kat Um 2,ok la...still hang out together then...me??sedeh sngguh~xpe2...ap2 pon uKhuwah FILLAH abadan abada!!syG korg sgt2!!!nnt kte jmpe lagi..saat 2 kte ad bnyk bnde nk cte,ad bnyk bnde nk kOngsi,ad bnyk suka n duka yg nk dikarang..huish~

10 thn lagi kte akn ad waktu tok bersame...dOa la!!(>_<)moga2 kite sume masih punye kudrat saat 2 nnt...i really hope that we would gather again one day..after we achieve our dreams...mse 2 kn,msti da rmi dOktor2,engineEr2,ahli2 perniagaan,ahli pOlitik(hafiz nazri kot!huhu)dan mungkin gak da ad anak!!huhu....and so on~ ad gak yg nak ikut jejak cikgu marlina kn??ap2 pon cite2 korg,akOo doa kn yg terBAIK!!!!jgn lpe,doa utk kwn2 yg len....agar kte jd umat yg terunggul,berilmu dan BERAMAL!!

marilah beramal,
beramal kerana ALLAH,
marilah beramal,ALLAHUAKBAR!!
beramal krn ALLAH,
pemuda melangkah gagah,
menjana kuasa rakyat,
bersiap menghadapi cabaran.....

this song are very special~with deep meaning 2 me and all of yOu,of couse(batch 0408)!!
bila satu saat nnt kita rasa tersisih,kita rasa tak lagi berdaya untuk terus belajar,ingat lah...ALLAH ada bersama kita!!perjuangn kita tidak berakhir disini,tetapi,bermula dari detik kita berpisah!!teruskan langkah mu rakan-rakan ku...ayuh kita bangkit demi agama ISLAM!demi kasih syg kita pada agama,ibu bapa serta keluarga...ALLAHUAKBAR!!

jepoOn~

OOoooOOo~hOhO!!(>_<)best nye tgk cte jePon...x abes2...asYik ngadap laptop je...smpi mak pon da mrh...mak kate buang mase...YEke??hahaha..mmg la...tp,cte jepOn ni bnyk nilai...lgpon cte jepon xde la merepek...kn??(ad la gak hiperbolanye!!)huhu...ok,let's see...almost all japanese dramas and movies have the same theme...which is FRiendShiPs and familY relations-type...even certain drama mengangkat LOVE sbg tajuk utama,2 main point ni tadi ttp kekal...xde satu pon akan tertinggal!percaye lah...cbe tgk cte hana kimi,hana yori dango,akai ito,1 lites of tears and many more...cinta diolah dlm pelbagai sudut,iaitu dlm hubungn persahabatn dan kekeluargaan...sehingga kadang2 percintaan antara lelaki dgn perempuan hampir x nmpak!!!bg sesiape yg rse cte jepOn ni xde nilai,baik cbe la tgk 1 cerita....pasti kte akn nmpk ap yglebih kat cte jepon dan ape kurang kat cte melayu smpi rmi org melayu sndr x suke tgk....
compared 2 korean drama or movies,japanese's product are better 4 me...of course~as i've told before,cerite jepon lbh bnyk mmberi impak dari segi perhubungn antara kwn...korea pulak,lg mndahulukan cinta...dan garapan dlm hubungn selain lelaki perempuan agak kurang...hmm...lagi2 klu kite tgk cte m'sia...x lain x bkn,tema die mesti DENDAM,DEngki,KhiANat....no limitation between guys and girls in relationship...2 je..mne ad lain..kn??btOl x??2 la pasal kot melayu ni x maju,sbb masih terkongKong dlm satu bentuk yg xde nilai...ad yg kate ap yg ad dlm cte melayu 2 adlah realiti hidup...mmg la,tp xkn la memanjang je nak berdendam kot!da 2,cte melayu ni mesti pasal org kaye!DATO' datin la,tan sri la...perniagaan yg besar nak mampos la...xde bnde lain ke??kisah cinta terhalang a...haish~serius bOSan!!!!!!!tlg la....bkn xnk sokong cte melayu or being unfair towards malays product,tp smpi bila la cte mcm ni nak memenuhi tv??
smpai ad org yg kate kte ni terlalu taksub dgn jepon korea berbnding neg sndri....tp hakikat nye,mmg cte melayu x blh nk layan la~lbh bnyk merepek!dari isi...btOL x???lagi pulak main pegang2 xde batas!!!!!!klu cte korea jepon 2,ok lg a....sbb dorg sah2 bkn ISLAM!tp yg cte melayu ni,islam ke x pon kite x tau...can't be sure bout that due to thier actiOns!!!!!pakaian pon klh org yg bkn ISLAM 2...hish...ni yg x best ni...alasn ak sme je dgn org yg suke bce manga...sbb ade kepuasan tgk cte jepon ni...selain budaya mrk yg jauh lbh sopan..even so,wat are bad,jgn la amik...4 example,jepon ni sgt tinggi kadar bunuh diri nya!mrk ni org bkn islam yg xde pegangn...x blh nk slh kn la...cme,ap yg perlu kte tgk ialah budaya yg baik dlm masyarakat jePOn dan dlm masa yg same kte serap kan dlm diri seiring dgn tuntutan agama ISLAM...

p/s:tgk la cte jepon...selamat menOnton!!!!!!

ape aku wat klu sedeh??

Apabila ketakutan meliputi jiwa,kesedihan menghimpit raga dan kerisauan mencekik diri,maka bersegeralah anda mendirikan solat,nescaya jiwa akan kembali tenang dan tenteram!!Sesungguhnya solat itu dgn- izin ALLAH-boleh mnjaga anda dgn menghilangkn kesedihan dan kerisauan yg menghimpit anda selama ini.

FIRMAN ALLAH S.W.T;

wahai org2 yang beriman,mintalah pertolongn(kpd ALLAH)
dgn sabar dan solat.....(surah Al-Baqarah;153)

ak menimbang blk...adkah ak akn SOLAT jika ak besedih???atau adakah ak menghiburkan hati dgn hanya hang-out dgn kwn2??ke ak nanges sorg2 atas katil??atau lbh tepat ak mengadu kat mak??hmm.....bbrp hari ni ak bukak buku bapak,dlm almari...tajuknye "LA TAHZAN"...pernah dgr kn??sebuah buku motivasi yg tersgt lah famous...hasil karya Dr.'Aidh bin Abdullah Al-Qarni...buku motivasi yg penuh dgn warna keindahan ISLAM....semua jenis musibah diterangkan...dan antara yg jd tumpuan ialah tajuk "SOLAT UBAT MUJARAB PENGUSIR KESEDIHAN"

cantikkan ISLAM ni??smpi thp nk ubat sedih pon ad disebut dlm QURAN....tinggal hanye ak nk ngn x je...mmg la ISLAM IS THE WAY OF LIFE!complete...everythin' just fitted in our lifes...xde yg krg...and i just realised that im lucky!!!very2 lucky to born as a MUSLIM!!lets just imagine that some others who were not a muslim out there,they do not have any way to cure thier wounds...they may have a lot of money which can bring them all over da world to find happiness....but,the only thing is,they can't find the TRUE happiness which only me,you,and us as musleems got from ALMIGTY ALLAH S.W.T...

bila difikirkan kembali,ap yg ALLAH da bg amat2 lah BESAR!!xde tandingn...tp,npe ek,ak ni masih lagi x nmpk sume 2???udah2 le 2....jadi2 le 2....blk lah...bkn semua org ad can nk rse ISLAM ni...bkn semua org ad tempat mengadu yg sgt2 SPECIAL...bkn semua org ad si DIA....DIA sentiasa jge ak...ak pulak,asyik lpe kat DIA...x malu ke??bile ssh br nk cr DIA??DIA tetap MAHA PENYAYANG....dgr semua aduan...dgr semua rintihan...namun smpi bila ak nk cr DIA hanya pd wak2 ssh??hmm...berfikirlah wahai akal~berfungsilah wahai hati~tnye diri,siape kite ni?lambat laun ak akn pulang kpd-NYA...xkn kot,nk pulang dgn muke toya,xtau malu,mntk RAHMAT!!haish...bersedialah...dari sekarang...JAGE SOLAT!!!!!!!!!

rindu~

i miss sepinTAr a lot....lateLy~i always thinkin' bout schOol...teachers...frienDs...juniors...mak cik DM...huhu~all the sePINtarians was runnin' trOugh my head right now....if ALLAH give me a chance 2 turn da time and if da time machine was reaLly exist,i would chOOse my schOol time at sepINtar~da moments when my friends and i studying together...da moments that we eating at dining hall....sahur n BUka puasa...mkn semua mknn frOm home...huhu..like ikan PIRAnNhA,sambar semua mknn klu parents dtg!!!when my mOm brought some JAVAnese fOOd like pecal lele,fried TEMPE and much more....all my dormate will eat like org gilAk~huhu...lapar sgt kot...but ,realLy dats was the things i miss the most ....sit with them at pintu dorm...gossIping,studying,gelak2....gado2...mkn2 (pasti!!hahaha)then,when we stay up 2gether at BB and bilik TV...WaaAAA~thats awesome!!!tido lmbat,2 yg kt kls lak lenTOK 2...(ak la 2,,hihi)then i miss da moment wheN we together struGGle 4 SPM...i would like 2 thnked my teachers...my frIends..menTOr2 ku!!nisa,MIZA, munirah,nadhirah,awEEn,muzakkir,asey(kimia form 4 yg ak lampi nk mampos 2!!huhu)mansOr,azqil..huhu(spe lg ek ?)....all da iLmu i got from teachers are very precious...i misS them a lot....VErY2!!!!!even ak slalu kne mrh ngn cikgu marlina(mse fail chem!!)rindu nk bljR physics ngn teacher azlinA...PSI dgn ustzh rahiLa...enGlish set 5 with sir ZAMRI...math mod ngn cikGU mizan,BIOLOgOus ngn cikgu Kk(SUKE sgt!!!!!)addmath ngn ustz tolhah+cikgu FAtimah(ibu mertuaku,,,hihi),ustaz kaMISan BM(ak selalOo tiDO!!)pqs ngn ustzh iZZAn,baRAB ngn usTAZ fARADin..THANKS A LOT TEACHERS!!!waaAA....nak blk sKOla...when i was in schOol,i always said that im verY excited 2 leave my schOol erRA...deadlY seriuos..but now,everYthin' change....i realLy miss 2 study at lab...2 sleEp at class during seJArah...(huhu,,sowi CIkgu Aza!!)kejar2 nak rebut gi DM(huhu,,,x matured do sume kwn2 ak!!)2 and half hour 4 prep class,but we only use 1 and half hour!the rest??huhu...we chatting,gossiping,jLn2 kat kelas org len,eating(again??hihi,,,)and sOOoOO on~but we always make sure that our homework are COmplete xpecially addmath and chemIStry!!....anOTher one thing im deadly miss is,,,,, LIBRARY!!!!im a gOod librarian(AM I??)huhu,,,go to library with MoOn,shida,miza,aleY and oso ASma....jmpe kak yati...borak2 lagi(huhu~)makan2...(mkn lagi~hihi)mkn laksa saRAWAK la,cekodok la,kue tiaw kung fu la(hihi).....gurau2 ngn UStzh Roslina,mkn biskut yg ustzh beli tok PPs...EEeee~rindu sgt2!!!!!we are PPs BERSatu!!!right?Ad ke,ustzh kate,skrg ni da xde org nak habiskan biskut kat PS 2...klu dlu,ktewg je a yg melantak kat situ!!huhu~betOl ckp ustzh,klu kte tlg org,ALLAH akn tlg kte blk....even da bln 9 pon,kami ppS bersatu(f5) tetap mnjln kn tugas sbg LIbrarian yg berwibawa...xdepon rse tertekan..sbb,ktewg mmg enjOy ngn pSS...kat kls sTUDy ,so,kat cni je a tmpt ktewg lps kn 10sion...krgkn stress...sat with all the bOoks...kemas library~npe ek??bnde2 ni yg ak rindu???haish....hmm,,,,hostel lifes reaLLy gaves me thought of everythin' in lifes...2 think bout others...frens feeLings...teachers feelings...avoid me from being selfish...tought me 2 share with peoples around me...x semua org sng...and not all of them are genius...so,da only way is shared with them...sharing is loving!!


CONLUSION:appreciate every seconds in our lifes,,,,because it will never turn back even just for a minute,,,,and the reality is,the time machine will NEVER exist in this world to gives us the second chances...~

gembira KAh??

hmm~WWaaaAAAa!!tired meyh....xtau la npe...tp,dat reallY what i feel right now...down,sad,bengang,MARAh and sOOOooo on~bercmpur-campur a...npe ek...
haish..ni yg xbes ni...punca nye ak sndr...adeh~tp kn...kn ak bergurau...xkn 2 pon nk ckp kot kt die~peLEk la ak ng manusia ni(ak bkn ke??)huhu...wuteva...ok then,i hope dat he won't blame me....oso not hating me!!!!!waaAAA~ ni la die...padah...krn pulut santan binase,krn mULUT bdn binasa!!sO,wat shouLd i do??jus sit and wait,o wat??haish~ni yg ak lemah sesgt ni....tp kn,ak tetap bengang tahap gaban ni...ad ke,ak men2 pon org leh amik serius...should i change my attitude,or wat??klu ak nk ubah,dats mean ak ni kne a jd org yg strict n stret je ke??blh ke semua org terime 'AKU' yg br nnt??

hmm..diri perlu dididik sebaik mungkin...agar nanti x menyasal di kemudian hari...klu dlu,kte masih mude...ibu bapa yg mencorak kn...tp,skrg,umor pon dah 18,xkn la nk mak gak ckp ,
"adik,gi solat","abg,jgn isap rokok",,,,haish~pikirlah wahai diri.....

JamUan KeLas JM 0708~(>_<)

Hari ni besdaY asma....2 haa!!!dak gedik yg wat peace 2~huhu......HAPPY biRTHday 2 YOU!!
semoge pnjg umO n murah rezeki gak......huhu....seronok do...bufday mse jamuan kls lak 2.....hihi~2 hadiah ak n ain bg....isi??rahsie....nk tau,tnye asma la!!
hmm....asma lak bg ak baju...cantek...yg klaka nye...de balut ngn surat khabar HARAKAH!sengal la ko ni.....
xpe2...arigatOu!!!(>_<)hadiah sempena ap eK,asma??hmm...sbb ak jd mentor chemistry ko ek??(bangge!)haish~terok nye ak ni,,,,, c(;

huhu...seRONOknye...hari ni,22 apriL 09,kami kls JM wat jamuan...tp,x sume la dtg~
huuhuu~Rmi sgt yg jauh2 2.....
hmm....ni je a yg ad td....asma,aku,ain,aisyah,hanis~
ili x dpt dtg lak...de kate xde duit...huhu~
sengal....
patek lak keje......waaa!!rajen banget dong...syaza x dpt dtg~coz jauh....nana pon...yela,nana kn dok sarAWAK...hihi..izyan n sa pon!!huu~rmi do x dpt dtg....hmm...saadah lak xde transport nk gi...adoi~saadah,klu ak ad kepak,da lme ak terbang pick up ko kt klang 2!!!!
huhu~ummu hani lak x bgtau npe de x dtg...ayah de xbg la kot...huhu~
dak2 laki lak,si ayub n tupa la...jauh sesangt...huhu~sorg kt kelanTAN,sorg kat GANU 2....xpela...fatah pon x dtg gak....de mmg...dr jamuan f4 kot de xdtg!!
xpe a....hmm...spe lg ek??hafiz mazlan,miOR......2 la mrk...npe tah xdtg...x rindu kt ak kot...huhu~sedehnye...dlm gmba ni xde hafiz nazri lak!mne die pegi ek mse ni??huhu~sengal la,,,,,

ape2 pon,ak gUMBIra sgt hari ni...rse mcm blk ke kls semula~klu sume ad lg bes kn??hmm...xpela...ad rzki kte jumpe lg...dgn ckgu2 skali,kn??
anyway,guys,u all rOCKS!!!!!!!tanks a lot 4 being my fren.....LOVE u all VerY2 much.....all da best in everythin' in future....
nnt,klu kte wat lg reunion kte wat kat hoTEL ek...huhu~
mse 2,kls kte da ad engineer,doctor,cikgu tadika,buisnessman,,,,and soOOoo on....!!!!
hahahahaha!!!!!jdkan kenyataan tau....kte kne bljr rajen2...tok mak,bapak,cikgu2,,,familY and da MOST important is oUr ISLAM!!!!!!!
TAKBIR!!!!!!!!
mari la kte sume semat kn dlm hati,bljr bkn utk periksa ,,,bkn gak tok jd doktor,,,
bkn gak tok mencaPUB,,,apatah lag tok cr duit semata-mata,,,TAPI,utk agama kita~ISLAM!!tok kte semua berjuang,,,tok persediaan di dunia yang menuju akhirat...ok??(>_<)

salam sayang dari ku buat kamoO semua!!!!!!muaxx!!!