"ek eleh lembu ni...."

assalamualaikum...

hehe...seronoknye~ALHAMDULILLAH....ak LULUS test JPJ!!!!!
ouh~bahagienye rse....
ahaha...lps ni blh a ak bwk kete!!hihi

hmm~test start at 2 p.m...cuak weh!butterfly in my baTnON!!!hehe
smpi2,kne tnggu kat pondok,,,
sesi 2 x abes lg...
ak lak sesi 3~lme lg weh....tnggu je a.....
masa berlalu.............
da nk start ni,msj tasneem a~tkt nye....nem2,berdebar ak ni....
ap tip???
"klu ak,ak jln2 kat tmpt 2,,,ko cbe a man2",kate tasneem...hehe
xnk ak....~nmpk cam org nk terkncing je...
h0h0...ak pon duduk a ikut giliran....adus~mmg debar sgt ni...
sabar2,,,tenang2,,,bce doa bnyk2...
pap...pap...pap...tiba a giliran AKU!!!no 30~
lek aiman,,,cooL je(kate syakir!hehe)ok2...ak rilex a ni...
nseb bek dpt kete bes~blh thn a...x ssh kat bukit 2...
h0h0~tp,awl2 2 ak lpe nk trnkn handbreK~adoi,,,mati la enjin 2...
wat malu je,,,,lom gerak lg...
then,nek bukit...
vroOoooom~
"ok,dik,no bpe?"
"30"
"nur.."
"nuraiman"
"ok nuraiman,blh jln"kate pegawai tersebut smbil mengagkt ibu jari nye!!h0h0
tp,nk tau x??haha...kat bukit 2 ak x free kn gear pon,de da suro ak jln blk...
senang ati ak...hehe ^_^
then,parking~
i've started at 2.32 and finished at 2.35..
ok la 2...
x a terok gt kn???huhuhuhu
then,3 point~
gi la...BISMILLAH~
vrOOom,putar stereng kanan smpi abis...
sTop!pusing kiri smpi abis,undur,kanan,and keLUar~
alhamdulillah....1 minit..
lps!!!hehe...fuuh!lega sgt..........................

pas2,ujian jln raye lak...
dpt pegawai perempuan....
"assalamualaikum cik"
alemak~muke ketat je JPJ ni...
cuak den!!xpe2........
coOL je...(teringt lg syakir ckp)haha
betulkn seat,cemin pndg blkg~
side mirror ak x sntuh pon!haha...
gelabah ko,smpi lpe weh...hehe...then,pki seat belt~
jln da.........
on da road,CAntek!alhamdulillah...
pas2 time nk blk 2....
ad plk LEmbu lintas....adoi~lemah ak weh....stop a kat tgh2 jln 2..
h0h0~da a lenggang kangkung je lembu2 tersebut...
cis~xpe2..sabAR...
1 minit~
"ek eleh lembu ni.....senyum2 plak die~"
haha...gelak weh ak dgr JPJ 2 ckp...
sengal ke ap...
cane a de blh nmpk lembu senyum~ahahaha
"ni kn taman diorg cik"
"hahaha...mmg la lembu2 ni...nk uji awk"
fuuH~the ice is broken....^_^
and the rest is histOry.........hehehehe
yg penting ak LULUS dgn cemerlang...
bhgn 2.semua bgus,xde kesalahn...
bhgn 3(jln raye) dpt 18/20~
alhamdulillah....xde a duit bpk melayang nk byr blk klu ak x lulus...


sekian.^_^

habis basah....

yen and me



penatnye,seluar pon da basah ni...huu~


semangat!




smile weh!!h0h0^_^


salamunalaik~
fuuh!lega...da smpi umah...hihi ^_^
pg2 da kuar.gi ktm ukm,gi nilai jmpe yen,fara,ainul~
sarapan sme2.jln gi KL~
fara bwk dr nilai ke bangi(KOT!) melalui jln.....
hmm...laluan MOTOrsikal kot!!!!!!!!!ahahaha
wat malu je,,,,
setelah itu,YEN plak bwk~
menuJU ke umah siti INTAN syafinaz!!!ahaha~
sst jln~slh jln~jln-jln,,,h0h0h0
bnyk gak a baya tol,,,
hihi~cne a ko baya tol nk msk TTDI ni TAN2??
huhu~
rindu,nseb bek x ssh nk jejaki umah tan2,,,
smpi2,peluk tan2,,,ek??berisi sket a dr ari2,,
RINDU sgT(>_<)
hmm~ko mkn ap tan??
klu ak,mmg BeRIsi sentiasa~ahahahaha,,,,
amik beg buku ngn beg bju~
then gerak gi subang,,,
SESAT lg,,,ahahaha
borink tol '=_= fuuh~
tAPi!!
br teringt,td x amik gmba ngn tan2!!!adoi~
penat je weh ak bwk kamera...h0h0h0
xpe la...smbg kpd kisah keseSATn kami td~
hihi,,da jmpe!!so,gi umah sewa yen amik kad matrix de then gi seGI koleJ~
nk baya duit exam,,,
huhu,,
sejurus kemudian~kami menuju ke suNWAY pyRAMID!!!ahaha,,,i likE!!^_^
mkn kat A&W(mozarr burger...nyum3!)
pas2,gi men ice skating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i lOVE it!da lme gle x men,,,
maka~menggelabah tenuk a ak kat ctu...
hehe,,,,,,,,,,jatuh??
xyah ckp a,,,smpi bsh teruk jeans n baju ak!!(>_<)
malu syiOOt~xpe a...bkn ak je jatuh,,,hehe
jatuh yg plg terok~TERdudUK smpi kaki terLIpat jd duduk katak 2,,,
uwaa~!!!!!!!!!!!!!jatuh lagi....plg basah a ni...='(
jeng jeng jeng~
dtg seOrg jejaka menyalamtkan ak!!h0h0(hensem weh!!)~smbil mnghulurkan tgn nye,,,
da xleh bgn,,ak pon smbut a,,,TAPI!!nseb bek pki sarung tgn~
klu x,,,ak pon xnk weh!!mau kne flying kick jejake 2 ngn ak....ahahaha
akhirnye~kami pulang dgn baju yg HABIS BASAH.....huu~
nk jln kat sunway pon segan!justeru,ak sebok a MENCAPUbkan tag MASUK kat tgn,,,
huhu~nk bg tau org...
ak bsh sbb ice skating td,,,h0h0h0



semoga ad pertemuan lagi antara kita...insyaALLAH^_^

i'm hurt

xkn nk jd cam kucing ni kot??pki topeng sbb xnk jd diri sndri?


i'm just soooOo hurt~
don't know why la.....
mood swing,k~org tego sket x leh..........
sensitif nak mampos,,,,
tOlOng la aiman,be matured,,,,grow up la,,,
until when ko nk terus ngn sikap ni???takkan la nk sume org phm ko...

hmm....tp~

i still have feelings what,,,,tego pon agak2 a....
mcm sume bnde a xkne ngn ak ni,,,
brutal la,ganas a,x mcm perempuan a,rock a,,,,
x sesuai a buat cam2 sbb ko pompuan,kasar a,,,
gRrr~

mmg ak cani pon,,,,,,
npe?can't accept me because of i AM MYSELF???
so,,,ak kne wat cne nk jd 'perempuan' 2??
pki high heels?pki gINCu?
ckp lemah lembut ngn sume org??huh??!!
no converse?no shirts?no sling bags?no jokes?
and should i be serious ALL THE TIME???!

i'm sOO sick of this...
cukup la...
klu ak leh terime burok baik org,npe xleh terime ak cani?
bkn ak kasar ngn sume org,,,
(kasar pon ngn LAKI kot!)
bkn ak gurau ngn sume org,,,
(dgn org yg ak blh get along JE kot!)

sedeh x yah ckp a.....sAAAAaaanGAT!! ='(
tp,xpe la,,,,
ak still seorg kwn,,,,,
i stiLL love all my fren the way they are..=)


ad satu malam ni kn,,,kat kElAntAn,ak sedeh sgt,,,,,,,
(mlm sblm kte tgk smallville,kn tasneEm??huhu)
tasneem je ad kat ctu,,,
ak cte kat de(miss u nem2!!huhu)
npe ek??h0h0,,,,sedeh thp gaban la,,,
sedeh ngn diri ak,,,
ak selalOO ter pK,'kasar sgt ke ak?'
'bgos sgt ke ak nk benci2 org len?'
'baik sgt ke ak smpi xske kat dak Gedix 2?'

i hate those feelings,k??!!!!!!
ak xde hak weh,nk benci org,,,
nak cop org 2 gedik ke ap,,,,,
ak nk sgt jd 'AKU' yg terime org len seadanye,,,
smpi ak ckp kat tasneem,'ak benci ngn diri ak'~
hmm......terOk kn??
i've lost my self-confident...
lost all my strength......='(
saat 2....ak rindu sgt kat mOon,nisa,bilah,mus,shida,ale,nabila hanis,asma,asilah,miza,nadh,jem,,,,,,rmi lg a!!!!!grrr~
i love u all,,,
thanks 4 accept me in the way i did...
semoga ALLAH bls kasih syg korg,,,
dan,,,,,,,,,sekarang~i want to keep moving,searching,and climbing,,,
2 achieve my target...take it easy la aiman~huhu



p/s:ALLAH love me,,,,u know how???by send me friends who always care for me and sincerely give advices 2 me,,,,thanks~ALHAMDULILLAH...................

bila nak penuh balik ye?

bila la agaknye rumah ni riuh mcm dlu??rindu sgt2,,,ak kalau boleh nk sgt berkumpul sume adek beradek sblm ak fly,,,,
raya thn ni plg sunyi kot,,,,
kak dina kat Birmingham,,,dgn ank2nye~ouh ank2 sedare ku!!!najmi,najihah,nadzhif,nafis,nabila,,,,(>_<)
kak nurul kat australia,,,
aku pulak,,,insyaALLAH,akn melayang ke bumi anbia~
sebak rsenye,,,,,
bTol pon ckp ustz faradin dlu,,,,mse 2 sblm SPM,,,de kate,"raye la sungguh2,,,sbb 2 mungkin raye terakhir kamu kat bumi m'sia ni,,,"
hmm,,,ak menghitung~ape yg wat ak sedeh ek,,,,
-1st,xdpt raye ngn mak,,,pg2 2 xdpt nak cium pipi mak,,pipi bapak,,,salam lagi,,,peluk lagi,,,mntak halal mkn minum lagi(bnyk sgt mkn nye!!hahaha)
huuuu~

-2nd,ak xdpt ddk 1 halaqah dgn adek beradek ku,,,
kak muna,abg amal,abg hazman,kak hana,kak dina,abg muaz,kak mas,kak murni,kak Ya,kak siti,n kak nurul a.k.a kakak,,,mntk maaf ngn dorg sume,,,
rindu saat FULL HOUse dlu!!!

-3rd,xdpt mkn juadah raye yg mak masak,,,(even kdng2 ak yg masak,tp ttp xdpt memasak dgn MAK!)huaaAA!!!!!!

-4th kne berdikari,,,adoi ko ni,,,mmg la,,,nme pon dok luar negara,,,xkn la mak ko nk ikut skali,,,haish~mmg la x matured lg ko ni,,,huuu,,,mak,jOM la ikut adik raye kat sne!!!huuu~ ='(

-5th,xde lg jln blk kmpg ngn kakak2 yg blom kawen,,,huhu,,,kami,ank2 dara selalOo nek 1 kete blk kmpg,,,no man are allOwed!hahaha,,,,nk ikut,nek kete len,,,hihi

tp,ak yakin....sume 2 ad hikmahnye....jln yg ALLAH bg cukup jelas...DIA nk bg ak sedar betapa pntngnye keluarga....jgn blkngkn keluarga!!in wateva i do,ingt nama baik agama dan keluarga,,,,
i love my family coz they're my strength!!

teringt-ingt mse kak dina blom gi LOndon,,,,
klu mak wat majlis mkn2,kak dina la plg 'menyerlah',,,hihihi
skrg klu mak wat pon,terase sunyinye,,,,xde lg org nk ddk ngadap ayam goreng ngn sambal kicap mcm kak dina buat,,,
she's da best!hahaha,,,,

aiman doakn akak berjaya menamatkan PhD!semoga ank2 sedare aiman blk x jd org 'putih',,,hehehe,,,,

p/s:ya ALLAH,,,kemana jua kami melangkah,KAU satukanlah hati kami,,,eratkanlah hubungn kami,,,tautkanlah rindu kami,,,,berkatilah hidup kami,,,mudahkanlah jln kami,,,tenangkanlah hati kami,,,datangkan kesabaran kpd kami ya RAHMAN,,,,
amin,,,amin,,,ya RABBAL 'alamin,,,


bila la rumah ni nak penuh balik~...hmmm,,,hnya ALLAH yang tahu,,,,semoga semua dipnjngkn umur,disihatkan tubuh bdn,dan dimurahkan rezeki,,,,=)

kenangan terindah

sireh pulang ke gagang

salamunalaik~

meninggalkan kelantan semlm,menerbitkan sejuta rasa...
gembira,sedih,terharu,terkejut,penat,rindu,teruja,sakit hati,meyampah,benci,meluat,redha,sabar..........
hmm,,,ntah la,mcm-mcm lagi...
selamat tinggal kelantan,tanah ilmu ku sebelum ke MEsiR...insyaALLAH...
semoga ALLAH melimpah kan rahmat atas pensyarah2 yg mengajar...
semoga silaturrahim antara kami kekal....
semoga perjalanan hidup kami diberkati....
semoga perjuangan kami semakin nmpk fokusnya....
semoga kami bermula dgn baik di mesir kelak...
semoga kami terus menyambung jihad dgn berkobar-kobar....
semoga kami terus sedar bhw kamilah anak muda pelapis para pemimpin....
semoga kami menjadi bakal doktor yg berkhidmat untuk AGAMA,bkn WANG...
amiin~

sadness

in the name of ALLAH~
i've exam today...Al-quran and arabic...i'm SOooooOO down....x dpt jwb pon arab td tu...ssh yg amat kot...ak phm ustz ajar,tp,xleh jwb bile dlm exam...(ke mmg ak x PHM??)haisH~it really makes me sick!!rse macm wat spm je...and i knOw that i'll get worse than other subjects...Grrr~
mak,bapak...maafkn adik ye~bkn adik x bljr....tp adik mmg allergi ngn exam yg merangkumi i'rab2 tu....marfu',mansub ngn segala mcm lg tu....
suppOsely,kteOrag xyah bljr da mnde tu sbb kteorg bkn nye amik ULUm islaMIyah...tp,ilmu kn~kne la study gak....seriOusly~ak study OK,tp tlg la jgn suro ak exam ARAB!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s;i'm so down,so i've read LA TAHZAN book,,,it's quite ok after i realized that ALLAH loves me in that way....Alhamdulillah....thank you ALLAH~(>_<)

when i'm HOT~

i LOVE you all~

salamunalaik~
i'm HOT???huhu,,,no,no,,,YOU're HOTter!(>_<)(intan,ko tau spe kn??)huhu
today,class with ustaz yuzakki started on 8.30,,,mmg berdebar weyh~we've pre-test on writing,,,,it's not ordinary test beb,,,,kne tulis surah al-mulk,al-qalam and sOOoo on in juzuk 30,,,on paper!in 1 hour!gle berapi ak,,,,hafal ok la,,,nak tulis blk,mmg kalut a,,,x tipu,,,huhu~tp,ustz dgn baik hatinye,gave me 18/20!=) alhamdulillah......sYUkron ya ustaz,,,,then,ustaz said,our test 4 next week will be on wednesday also which is writing,,,,hmm~"saya nak tambah lagi la surah nye,,,ok,awak semua tanda ye,,,surah al-buruj,al-a'ala,surah al-haqqah,surah al-shams,al-inshiqaq,,,,bla,bla,bla"(bnyk sgt,smpi x tertulis ni!)
ya ALLAH~berilh ak kekuatn tok menghafal ni,,,,
astaghfirullah,,,jauhkan la ak dari segala kekusutan,,,


and~after da class over,i've got da HOTTest news,,,radhziah have decided to go to maktab in sabah,,,,i'm hOt ok?!she would not tell me until today!then,it's just only a few hours i got 2 spend time with her,,,she goin' to go back 2 KL tomorrow evening,,,seriously,ak sedeh gle radh,,,sbb skjp sgt rsenye dpt bersame ngn ko,,,,but i DO REALLY appreciate it!our friendship will never end,,,promised me,k??

tu satu bnda HOT,ni lg satu,,,,supposely,we've arab ittisoliah class on 12 noon,,,but,almost all my classmates 'tuang'!sakit betol ati ku ini!!ni la yg PALING wat ak HOT!!hish~mntng2 la ustaz ghazali 2 sgt2 la baik,,,,korg ni,,,,yg boys lg a,sprg pon x dtg do!!!!tau la korg mmg da pandai kan??tp xyah a berlagak sgt,,,when i loOked into ustaz ghazali's eyes,i'm sure that he was dissappointed!mmg la kat mulut beliau kate 'la baksa,,,la baksa',,,tp,dlm hati???

you knOw???the fatherly and benignly lOok of him really make me guilty,,,,just imagine,4 org je yg dtg kls!!!EMPAT weh!!!adoi~sadis sungguh,,,,but the POInt that i'm so HOT just now is,aku tak bolah nak tegur kawan sndr,,,,haish~i hate those feeling!!!!!!!!!i'm not not a good friend ='(

P/s:true friends scolds like a dad,cares like mom,teases like a sister,irritates like brother,and love you more than your Lover~i do reaaly hope that i can be a TRUE fren,but i know that i could'nt,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i'm soRRy friends!!!