Thursday, April 22, 2010

you're my all

i cry,cry~
love you.........................
mak,bapak...
thanks for giving us home,a shelter to protect us...
*emo jap* (kak dina punye pasal lah ni..haha)
i'm glad to be your daughter....
i hope that you both also happy to have a daughter like me...
even some people would say that i'm not good enough and not really compatible with your attitudes (i'm sad bout that,k?!)
mak,adik anak mak kn??kan bapak kn??
biar lah dia org nk ckp ape pon kn??
but i will...insyaALLAH....jaga nama baik mak dgn bapak...
mesti!!pasti!! (bi iznillah...amiin)


p/s: sensitive is subjective.having its good and bad side.*thinking*
i'm just being so sensitive lately~for a good reason i think..haha~mungkinlah........

the link yg buat aku terharu sgt2( click kat tajuk post pliss~)

written by my sister(Dina Imam Supaat),dedicated to our parent.......*flyyyy~*

Friday, April 16, 2010

be strong,be strong now...too many,too many problems...

i've found myself crying inside.
alone...and i don't even know why.
thinkin' bout people i missed.maybe...........~
or because i'm not matured enough to bear all these 'cabaran' thingy on my own~
i guess....
BUT!!
ALLAH have said in Holy Quran,

"ALLAH tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dgn kesanggupanya"

(surah al-baqarah:286)

no doubt bout that,so i motivate myself.
hey,you!don't u dare to think that u're the saddest person.
coz,ALLAH always with u.with us.with the people u love.
for the sake of them,i need to be strong!yeah!!!go...go~~!!
ALLAH,help me pliss...help Us pliss....
give us strength and patience~
to go through all these ujian...
amiin........~


p/s: its NOT me actually...~ coz BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY la....huhu ^.^

Saturday, April 10, 2010

ok,i admit that...!

salamun 'alaik...


i miss you.so,so much!damn much!!
i admit that.seriously,i thought that i'm strong enough.
but actually,again,i'm just pretend to be tough.
to be more matured.to be more independent.
and again,it comes the truth.that i just can't.
i need you here.beside me.to give me your advice.




p/s: hope ALLAH will let us meet again.another time.amiin~
again,I MISS YOU~~~~~~~~~

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

hello my beautiful !!


i wish i could see this beautiful face when i open my eyes...


but i know i just can't...
so,i hope ALLAH will let us meet again another time...
insyaALLAH


i do really miss you...damn much...!!huh~tak terkata...
and today(waktu malaysia,12.00 a.m) is your birthday!!huhu
i remember tau~~~ ^.^ *wink2*
heyy,you!you la,,,you're beautiful~~

may ALLAH bless you.
may ALLAH give you strength.
semoga iman mu bertambah dgn bertambah nya usia ni...
take care!! nanti kte jumpe lg ye~~~huhu
salam 'alaiki ^.^
my beautiful friend ever...


p/s: nnt hadiah lain kali ya babeh!! ^_~

Friday, April 02, 2010

hey,malu la sikit...

malu la dgn orang lain.
pakai pakaian yg menjolok mata.
tak malu kah?
oh,nauzubillah....
masuk ke kelab malam.padahal sepatutnya di mesir ini tempat dia menuntut ilmu.
tak malu kah?
nauzubillah...
sudah masuk,menggogok arak bagaikan 'asir pula.
tak malu kah?
nauzubillah...
keluar masuk rumah lelaki perempuan bagaikn suami isteri.
tak malu kah??
nauzubillah...

assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

aku melawat satu blog,di membongkarkan belang sesetengah pelajar perubatn yang berperangai pelik.(pelik??)
pelik yg bagaimana tu??
hmm..in terms of tak senonoh lah.
nauzubillah....
bicara tentang org lain ni,tak mendtgkan faedah.kan??
unless we learn from it,by avoiding it.
minta-minta dijauhkan.
tapi,hati aku mmg agak mendidih ketika membaca blog tersebut.
bukan kerana siapa yg menulis,atau kerana si pembuat tu pelajar perubatn,tapi kerana sedih.marah sampai sedih!!!!
bayangkan lah,penulis tu mengakhiri post nya dgn -
"selamat dtg anak-anak luar nikah kelahiran mesir" *sarcastic*
astaghfirullah...mengurut dada aku baca.
ya rabbi...peliharalah kami dlm perjuanagn menuntut ilmu.
jaga lah diri ini.kita ada satu je nyawa,satu je jasad,satu je peluang hidup.
kalau pun tak mampu nak hargai,fikir-fikirlah ibu bapa kita.
duduk di tempat org ni bnyk dugaan nya.
dugaan nafsu terutamanya.
nafsu nak bermain,nafsu berinternet(aku kah??haha)nafsu bershopping(aku juga tu!),nafsu belajar(cuba tingkat kn ye aiman!!),nafsu makan(mkn sawabe' lahma kat arabiata..nyum3!),nafsu ponteng kls(alhamdulillah x lg),nafsu jahat(nauzubillah)...dan macam-macam lagi.
tapi~kita ni siapa??pelajar yg dtg dgn matlamat nak belajar...
kenapa perlu kepada semua itu??sbb mmg fitrah kan?
so,we need to kekang all those nafsu!!!jgn biar dia merajai kita.
kita punya 'akal.fikirlah dalam-dalam.
Baru-baru ni agak kecoh kes pelajar perubatan dirogol.(tapi aku x atu siapa la)
salah siapa??si lelaki x mengawal nafsu atau si wanita yg menarik dia ke arah tu??
aku bawa kan cth....
si lelaki yg bernafsu nmpak seorg perampuan yg seksi.nafsu syahwat nya melonjak.
tapi x dapat dilampiaskan pada perempuan tersebut.akhirnya,bila berpeluang dia melepas kan nafsu nya pada seorg nenek tapi dlm bayangn wanita seksi td.maka,siapa yg bersalah??nenek??x logik kn...
so,mestilah wanita yg seksi tadi.kan??
kita perempuan ni adalah fitnah.cuma nak jaga atau tidak je....



P/s: Tutup aurat.Jgn jln sorg2.Jgn memandang rendah org lain.Perbaiki diri.Mak kata,rajin2 bce ma'thurat.Semoga ALLAH pelihara kita dari kejahatn manusia dan yg lainnya.Kerana DIA lebih mengetahui. ^_^